Been thinking a lot about this issue Mark Driscoll addresses below lately! I have realized again and again that I don't need a better body, emotions that make me happy, or the perfect friends, what I need is to be made new in Christ and then I will have joy!
I hope you all are doing well. I am well, my family and I have been crazy busy though since my grandfather had a stroke recently and is in a rehab center in TX. So we have been going to visit and help in shifts. I also am studying for two exams this coming wednesday in voice and piano. So its crazy, but God is amazing, steady and unchanging. Praise the Lord He is steadfast in love even when things are turned upside down as a friend put it earlier today.